finish eating le shopped awhile b4 we walked to SCIENCE CENTRE!! hahas was fun there la.. too bad ahkee had to leave early.. pity him.. hais... =(( at the science centre keep busy finding u guys la haha.. all walk seperately de.. find till sian until i decided to just sit at the chair n wait for u all walk finish come find me haha.. oh ya! kexin u ar.. haha use the com behind me to tag me.. den i go see wat u doing u dunwan lemme see.. anyway i tink i really vy smart la... haha.. y? cause...cause..cause.. i used the touchscreen computer there wif no desktop de.. i mananged to use it to play the default computer game "spider solataire" haha.. SMART RITE? i oso tink so hahas.. BHB

when we finally left the science centre it was near 6pm le sia.. so late rite? haha.. hmm after tat we went to play at the park outside science centre.. the things there amazing la.. especially the 2 big big satelite-like yellow tin.. can transmit ur voice over a large distance sia.. AMAZING RITE?!? today see xiaowei sad sad.. me n her oso lost mood le.. i noe shes feeling all right now when im writing the blog le.. u say next time u see us must tell us wad happened de ar.. promise hor! anyway.. when she was emo-ing at one side.. me n her was quite a distance away where we could see her.. dunno if xiaowei got see us there.. was telling her bout my past.. and y i like old houses haha.. got u noe the hometown feeling? will tink of my childhood sia.. she was standing while i lazy haha... was sitting on the ledge.. i scared fall down lol.. den put my hand over her shoulders.. lucky she nv push my hand away sia.. always put there she dunlike.. scared become shorter.. i feel alot closer to her tat moment.. *smiles*

when its about time xiaowei go home.. we sent her off.. kexin needed to go Little India to find her mum for wedding dinner.. i suggested taking double deck bus there.. it was a bad idea la!!..

1stly is cause of my motion sickness.. i hate it.. the latter part of the trip i keep feel like vomiting.. so xinku~~ but to see u longer.. its worth it de.. seriously..
2ndly is cause the trip was too long.. during the trip her mum n ahgal keep calling her sia.. can sense that they really wan her to get there asap! was really worried ur mum will scold u.. i felt so guilty la.. i dunwan her to scold u.. that feeling was no good.. like i said.. i dunwan anything to happen to u.. only the best for u if possible..
In the end, the bus we took didnt get to little india sia.. it went all the way to lavender before we decided to alight.. den faster took a taxi to little india.. no choice haha.. some money cannot save one.. =) the money was spent worthwhile.. at least its not spent on useless things.. but its spent on u.. the most impt person in my life.. i meant it.. BUT i really hated the driver.. he keep drive vy fast n stop suddenly.. keep going on n on.. his driving skills i have to praise him.. really S-U-C-K.. SUCKS!! made my vomiting problem worst la.. the trip i keep pulling back.. if not i tink vomit out liao left u this stupid driver wash ur car urself.. but tinking bout it.. i forgive u la uncle haha cause u drive fast.. which was wad we needed.. but next time can dun keep stopping? must be considerate ah.. i vy forgiving de.. will forgive u..

During our bus trip ah, dunno y.. we suddenly talked bout kissing de.. den u told me bout u n gee soon de past lor.. hmm when u told me hes the only guy u kissed b4.. n it was vy sweet.. i admit tat moment i was vy sad.. my heart nearly shattered.. u even said u dun bear to let him send u home cause u really love him lots.. i asked if i can be compared to him.. u say cannot.. hais.. tat moment my heart is really shattered liao lor.. i wanna be ur best choice.. the choice u wont ever regret.. but now i tink if gee soon say he number 2 i only can say i number 3 liao.. =(( after tat i did tot bout it.. hmm well wat did i tot of? it was.. the person u love now is me wad.. i tink so much for wad.. its the past alrdy.. so wat if i cant compare wif him.. hes the past.. im the future.. if this matter concerns me tat much.. means i didnt give u the trust! TRUST IS VY IMPT!! No Trust = No An Quan Gan = Break.. i dunwan tat to happen.. so when i dun trust her.. i will tell myself.. "NO NO NO!".. hahas..

Yesterday before i sleep we did talk about our relationship now.. we both agreed tat our relationship vy strange.. can say we look like we are together.. but if say together we oso not together..

den i gave her two options to choose lor..

1) lets be together

2) remain this way

i know its hard to make this decision..

so i go slp first lor.. need to wake up early for exam today ma.. frankly speaking.. i cant sleep for quite awhile.. waiting for ur sms see ur ans.. but u didnt.. so i forced myself to slp.. den morning wake up i see my sms again.. no reply from u.. hais.. so sad lor.. den today at science centre asked for ur reply.. u cant give the ans.. true la.. we just known each other not long.. must think carefully.. dun make mistake.. if not later rush matters.. stead le found out not the right one.. den so fast break.. i dunwan lor.. i alrdy marked u as my lifelong partner le.. u say i tink too far rite.. but i duncare! tats wat i tink.. u may say im wrong.. but u cant change wat i tink.. tats why i trying not to rush things.. i wan us to be like fairytale.. "happily ever after"..

i vy long-winded hor.. blog so long haha.. so long nv blog le.. bear wif it lahhs =D Smiles!